I just want to be God's. I don't want to be separated by my sin. I don't want the distractions that take away from seeking after God. I know that you can't go back but there have been times in my life where I have had to lean on God to make it each day! I just want to know that God is enough for me. I don't want to feel like I spend my days serving him without knowing that it is really being lead by him and not myself. I have come to the conclusion in my life that when I go for a while just doing things without the guidance of God that I must think I am better than God. Making myself and my opinions an idol to the one true God. I am need surrender! I need to through my hands up and save God to you be the glory! Give me the strength that I need to give it all away for your glory! I want to serve you with a clean slate!
Love you Jesus! Thank you for what you have done!